PinnedMemories Rescued from Childhood AmnesiaAnd he said: “Truly I tell you, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.” Matthew 18:3, New International Version “Where are you from?” was a nettlesome question for me. As an Army brat, I didn’t have a home town. Inevitably, I’d…Childhood Memories12 min readChildhood Memories12 min read
PinnedChocolate Makers and MissionariesThe happiness of every age is chained in mutual dependence upon that of every other. ― John Quincy Adams John H. Bater arrived in Boston in the 1840s from Devonshire, England. In 1848, he married Sarah Ann B. Williams, originally from Connecticut. Her bloodlines on both sides zigged and zagged…Memoir33 min readMemoir33 min read
PinnedThat’s Life: Writing Again after All These YearsStreaming classic Frank Sinatra songs, I found myself singing along: “I’ve been a puppet, a pauper, a pirate, a poet / A pawn and a king… .” The stuttering plosives are mischievous fun and they pivot on poet, the one metaphor in the list I take literally as applied to…Writing Life8 min readWriting Life8 min read
PinnedTalking with John Gill at the Elysian Fields Cafe1. You’re gaunt as Gauguin’s Yellow Christ, John, and your iconoclasm is so ingrained I see you’re cringing at that comparison. You sure you can’t see it? We could get you a sexy loin cloth, hire the hippie carpenters at Knock on Wood to make a splinter-free white-pine cross. Of…Poetry3 min readPoetry3 min read
PinnedThe Bus to San SimónMotor groaning through a muffler that’s more like a microphone, this village jalopy lurches and rocks, rattling along at a jaunty burro’s pace. Both hands clutching the luggage rack, I sway in the crowded aisle. We standing hover like sulky ghosts above those with seats, the lucky ones complacently oblivious to us. The young man I’m hanging over…Poetry2 min readPoetry2 min read
Jul 25, 2022The HousewarmingWhen we first moved in we found cigarette butts everywhere, columns of flaky ash marking where the old lady dropped them, and then forgot, or maybe just couldn’t find. The landlord said she smoked four or five packs a day. She lost her husband the year before last, and now she was going blind…Poetry1 min readPoetry1 min read
Jul 14, 2022Photograph of a Suicide in the Morning PaperLike jumping for the first time off the high dive at the pool when she was six, she finally just closed her eyes and hopped, sitting down in the air knees bent one hand trailing loose above her head the other hand pinching her nose. I later recalled with a startled grimace how cruel it seemed that her puffed cheeks held on so fiercely to the last breath.Poetry1 min readPoetry1 min read
Jul 12, 2022Nebraska Noir, 1973While fishing in Harry Strunk Lake, Dean McQuiety reeled in a foot and then an arm with hand attached. The detective said and I quote, Murder is no mystery only the motive. The stores in McCook have sold out of handguns, and after church there is talk. Packed away in someone’s freezer are the heads of that missing…Poetry1 min readPoetry1 min read
Jul 12, 2022DuskSpreading a stain of ripe mango The sun dissolves among plum-colored clouds We have come out again to watch And talk quietly or not at all Grateful, taking solace Like a last thought before sleep A dove homes toward the glowing rim Dragging a blue sheet That turns black when no one is lookingPoetry1 min readPoetry1 min read
Jul 5, 2022Mother’s DayI’m tired of keeping my eyes tethered to the same old roads, seeing so much of so little of life through a windshield. I keep spying on my kids in the rearview. …Poetry1 min readPoetry1 min read